It's never easy, is it?

It's not easy trying to bend someone's will, someone you love.
He called her to wish her Happy New Year today. She was so happy, but as much as I wanted to be happy for her, I just couldn't. So much wish that he'd behave himself and ignore her. That might make her sad, but then she'd just have to find the nearest shoulder to cry on, wouldn't she?

Lotsa noise from the hall. Others there. I still fail to see the point of drugs and alcohol. Escaping reality, yeah.. but sometimes I'd rather face that reality. It all seems so... pointless. Gotta admit that reality sucks though. But it's real.